The God of Second Chances
A conversation between Charmaine Mukurazhizha, guest; and Devaughn Williamson, host.
Charmaine’s story is filled with twists and turns, but God has constantly shown himself faithful to use all of it to create a masterpiece in process. During her drive to Jacksonville, Florida Charmaine had intense prayer time with God, just pouring out her heart for a need for a fresh start and new opportunities.She didn’t want to go back to Miami and face the same old struggles. And instantly, she received a text from advisor saying that he will do whatever it takes to get you to finish your degree. It was such a powerful testament of God’s faithfulness to take care of his children.
Charmaine also opened up about her toxic relationship she was in. The relationship even got to the point where she was physically abused and almost killed. She could not see this kind of behaviour coming because she did not notice the red flags. At that point, her family stepped in to help her recover and heal. For two years, Charmaine committed to therapy trying to make sense of her life after that traumatic event.
It was at this point that Charmaine admitted that she struggled with her faith. She felt like, “God, how could You let me go through that? How can I even walk back into a church with all this shame and guilt?” She was really wrestling with God, feeling like she didn’t even know who she was anymore.
But then she moved back to Miami, and her whole life changed. She found her place at a local church and quickly got connected with godly community that made her feel safe for the first time in a long time.
It was in this program that she was living her dream of being in front of the camera and getting the opportunity to interview major sports figures.
Even though all of that, Charmaine still faced challenges. One of her biggest at the time was coming up with a way to pay $100,000 for her school tuition. But if it's anything she’s learned - it was how to trust God. She kept trusting even when she couldn’t see the plan. In the end, the University of Miami ended up covering a majority of that bill showcasing God’s faithfulness again.
The victories were so sweet because they were hard-won. Like getting that job with the Marlins for a month and making more than she ever had, or finding a friend’s couch to crash on right when she needed it. She realized that God wasn’t punishing her; He was teaching her to trust Him fully, showing her that she didn’t have to control everything.
Charmaine remembered her younger self from that traumatic event and shared about how she is now “healing out loud”. She said she almost died in silence because she was too busy trying to keep up appearances and not sharing her pain. Now, she’s all about speaking up, telling her story, and letting others know they don’t have to suffer alone.
Finally, Charmaine said if she could go back and talk to her younger self—or anyone watching—she’d say, don’t sit in silence. Let people in. Find your community. Trust God, because He’s already got the final destination mapped out for you. She reminded us that even when we make mistakes, God doesn’t condemn us—He still calls us righteous and worthy.
Charmaine’s story is such an amazing picture of God’s faithfulness and goodness to his children. If you feel stuck in life, or think you’ve messed up too much, always remember God has the final say. And like Charmaine said, she’s living proof that when you let God have His way and trust Him, He’ll turn it all around for good.
Even after the traumatic experience, God kept opening doors for Charmaine. While in Miami, God connected her to the right people which ultimately opened the door to her graduate program at the University of Miami , where she was the only black student in her class.
It was in this program that she was living her dream of being in front of the camera and getting the opportunity to interview major sports figures.
Even though all of that, Charmaine still faced challenges. One of her biggest at the time was coming up with a way to pay $100,000 for her school tuition. But if it's anything she’s learned - it was how to trust God. She kept trusting even when she couldn’t see the plan. In the end, the University of Miami ended up covering a majority of that bill showcasing God’s faithfulness again.
The victories were so sweet because they were hard-won. Like getting that job with the Marlins for a month and making more than she ever had, or finding a friend’s couch to crash on right when she needed it. She realized that God wasn’t punishing her; He was teaching her to trust Him fully, showing her that she didn’t have to control everything.
Charmaine remembered her younger self from that traumatic event and shared about how she is now “healing out loud”. She said she almost died in silence because she was too busy trying to keep up appearances and not sharing her pain. Now, she’s all about speaking up, telling her story, and letting others know they don’t have to suffer alone.
Finally, Charmaine said if she could go back and talk to her younger self or anyone watching, she’d say, don’t sit in silence. Let people in. Find your community. Trust God, because He’s already got the final destination mapped out for you. She reminded us that even when we make mistakes, God doesn’t condemn us—He still calls us righteous and worthy.
Charmaine’s story is such an amazing picture of God’s faithfulness and goodness to his children. If you feel stuck in life, or think you’ve messed up too much, always remember God has the final say. And like Charmaine said, she’s living proof that when you let God have His way and trust Him, He’ll turn it all around for good.
If Charmaine’s story inspired you, consider sharing it with someone who needs encouragement. And I encourage you to partner with Faith Ignite to help bring more stories of hope to the world. Together, we can spread messages of God's faithfulness to those who need it most.
Devaughn Williamson President, Faith Ignite Inc
